Oh, my dear,
You were there at my highest,
You stood with me at my lowest.
You know the desires of my heart,
and help me to be earnest.
I sometimes stray,
But you guided me back onto the right path.
You took me in when i was lost,
protected me against the weathering storms.
You are what i look forward to,
you are what i call my second home.
you are my source of joy, my source of hope.
You, my room 3-47.
haha... stunned? yeah room 3-47 is now council room II. our standard mugger hangout. it has been, and will be our new home =)). catch ya there-=))
Saturday, June 23
mugging has drained whatever energy i have left out of me. i struggled to get to this site... anw, 3 more days to mid years and 130 days to 'A's... gosh... im gonna mug like i never mug before...
anw, just a short one about a conversation i overheard 2 nights ago.
i was on the bus home and at the seat behind me were 2 ladies chatting rather audibly. [i later realised they were about their middle/late 20s]. i did not want to be a buzybody, but they obviously made no effort in trying to keep their conversations to themselves, almost as though they were proud of the content of their conversation.
aniway, it din require me to pay special attention to be able to hear that they were complaining about their parents. one was crictising how "stupid" her father was in not knowing how to operate a cellphone that his children gave him. the other was complaining how "dumb" her father was when he did not know how to operate the VCR properly.
"__" signify acutal word used in chinese translation.
from what i could get of the story, she was giving her father instructions for the VCR over the phone, when she went out with her firends to party and forgotten to set the recording herself. knowing that her father isnt tech-savvy, she gave her father step-by-step instrctions on what buttons to press. when she came home, she found out that the vcr wasnt even turned on in the first place and she hollered at her father (yeah she seemed quite proud abt it). she even exclaimed that her father had "no common sense" to know that he should have turned on the VCR first.
to lady: IMO, it was obviously your fault that knowing your father isnt tech savvy, did not instruct him to turn on the power first. in any case, he is doing you a FAVOUR!, not a obligation. and if it the show meant that much to you, why din u do it urself in the first place! like hello, that guy's ur father, not ur boyfriend. it isnt like his duty....
poor father, the only mistake he ever made was in not teaching his daughter to respect and appreciate the elders.
anw, just a short one about a conversation i overheard 2 nights ago.
i was on the bus home and at the seat behind me were 2 ladies chatting rather audibly. [i later realised they were about their middle/late 20s]. i did not want to be a buzybody, but they obviously made no effort in trying to keep their conversations to themselves, almost as though they were proud of the content of their conversation.
aniway, it din require me to pay special attention to be able to hear that they were complaining about their parents. one was crictising how "stupid" her father was in not knowing how to operate a cellphone that his children gave him. the other was complaining how "dumb" her father was when he did not know how to operate the VCR properly.
"__" signify acutal word used in chinese translation.
from what i could get of the story, she was giving her father instructions for the VCR over the phone, when she went out with her firends to party and forgotten to set the recording herself. knowing that her father isnt tech-savvy, she gave her father step-by-step instrctions on what buttons to press. when she came home, she found out that the vcr wasnt even turned on in the first place and she hollered at her father (yeah she seemed quite proud abt it). she even exclaimed that her father had "no common sense" to know that he should have turned on the VCR first.
to lady: IMO, it was obviously your fault that knowing your father isnt tech savvy, did not instruct him to turn on the power first. in any case, he is doing you a FAVOUR!, not a obligation. and if it the show meant that much to you, why din u do it urself in the first place! like hello, that guy's ur father, not ur boyfriend. it isnt like his duty....
poor father, the only mistake he ever made was in not teaching his daughter to respect and appreciate the elders.
Saturday, June 16
who understands?
sometimes, it feel like u cut ur flesh to feed a starving man
den he spit it out and say: "yucks! too hard!"
and the heart breaks.
den he spit it out and say: "yucks! too hard!"
and the heart breaks.
137 days to 'A's
Thursday, June 14
filinf up the files
i compiled, punched hole and filed up all my phy, econs and geog lecture notes today... whee!!! all my files all full already. damn scary...
wah geog is ultimate i tell u. i bought a new file (the huge type) just to put geog notes and readings only, and i though it was more than enough but NO!!!. some reading bo bian cannot squeeze alr have to put separately. and thats like only H1. my h2 econs and phy notes add together still less than geog.
to let u have a feel of how thick it is, if i take all the small perforated bits out of my hole punch and throw at u, it prob can make u unconscious.
hah ok jk, thats ultra exaggerated, but yeah, its still scary.. [i heard h2 geog students need 3 of those huge files]
im gonna pack my maths notes tmr... oh shit, i ran out of files...
thats my JC life...
wah geog is ultimate i tell u. i bought a new file (the huge type) just to put geog notes and readings only, and i though it was more than enough but NO!!!. some reading bo bian cannot squeeze alr have to put separately. and thats like only H1. my h2 econs and phy notes add together still less than geog.
to let u have a feel of how thick it is, if i take all the small perforated bits out of my hole punch and throw at u, it prob can make u unconscious.
hah ok jk, thats ultra exaggerated, but yeah, its still scary.. [i heard h2 geog students need 3 of those huge files]
im gonna pack my maths notes tmr... oh shit, i ran out of files...
thats my JC life...
Wednesday, June 13
packed, set, go!
exercise muggeration went quite alright today -other than the fact that i woke up near 1pm. heh. 140 days to 'A's... dun play play...
whoo!!! im so darn proud of myself.. i packed my room!!! yay!!!! from one huge lump of mess, it is now 5 neat stacks of mess - one for each subject. YAY!! *rolls eyes*
ok, im in the i-think-i-need-to-get-a-tan kindof mood. any takers?
whoo!!! im so darn proud of myself.. i packed my room!!! yay!!!! from one huge lump of mess, it is now 5 neat stacks of mess - one for each subject. YAY!! *rolls eyes*
ok, im in the i-think-i-need-to-get-a-tan kindof mood. any takers?
Tuesday, June 12
updatee!
whoo. i finally changed my blogskin after like a zillion years? ok thisis to get me into muggeration mode... hope it helps... =) let me noe if the font s like too big, too small whatsoever =))
Tuesday, June 5
Mengenal-Mu
Bila buka mataku
dan lihat wajahMu
kuterkagum
Bila kulihat hidupku
dan karya tanganMu
kutersanjung
Kar'na semua yang baik
dalam hidupku itulah karyaMu
Kau b'ri kesempatan yang baru
Dan ku ingin mengenalMu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari s'mua yang kukenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihiMu
Ku ada untuk menjadi penyembahMu
當我睜開我的雙眼
仰望主的榮面
滿心感謝
主因你大能的雙手
改變我的生命
你愛不變
喔主 你奇妙恩典
充滿每一天
你的美好作為
讓我 能重新為你活
我願 能更深認識你 我主
我深渴聖靈你美好同在
沒有任何能與你 相比
我願一生歌唱敬拜 耶穌我主
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nope ur not seeing things. its still my blog though its all indonesian and chinese... its the lyrics for a very nice worship song in indonesian. and of cos the translation in chinese. never sang it in english before so i realli dunno... u can find this song on imeem =)
Bila buka mataku
dan lihat wajahMu
kuterkagum
Bila kulihat hidupku
dan karya tanganMu
kutersanjung
Kar'na semua yang baik
dalam hidupku itulah karyaMu
Kau b'ri kesempatan yang baru
Dan ku ingin mengenalMu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari s'mua yang kukenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihiMu
Ku ada untuk menjadi penyembahMu
當我睜開我的雙眼
仰望主的榮面
滿心感謝
主因你大能的雙手
改變我的生命
你愛不變
喔主 你奇妙恩典
充滿每一天
你的美好作為
讓我 能重新為你活
我願 能更深認識你 我主
我深渴聖靈你美好同在
沒有任何能與你 相比
我願一生歌唱敬拜 耶穌我主
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nope ur not seeing things. its still my blog though its all indonesian and chinese... its the lyrics for a very nice worship song in indonesian. and of cos the translation in chinese. never sang it in english before so i realli dunno... u can find this song on imeem =)
Wednesday, May 30
GSS is quite a dissappointmnt... hmm whatever... im gonna spend more time shopping at adeline's instead...
celebrated jo'an's bdae ysd. had a fun time camping with amal. haha... like CS litad.. generally a happenning day...
LTC facil training was tiring... totally knocked out. din even feel like eating... oh well...
anw, my 6280 got back from reservist. nokia practically gave me brand new phone except for the screen. camera, keypad, entire rear component, casing all new. software also new. think its gonna last for till prelims at least. so its bye bye N95....
EMERGE starts tmr!! whooo!!!! JC/CI cluster is so gonna be champs again... =))
enjoying my civilian life.
celebrated jo'an's bdae ysd. had a fun time camping with amal. haha... like CS litad.. generally a happenning day...
LTC facil training was tiring... totally knocked out. din even feel like eating... oh well...
anw, my 6280 got back from reservist. nokia practically gave me brand new phone except for the screen. camera, keypad, entire rear component, casing all new. software also new. think its gonna last for till prelims at least. so its bye bye N95....
EMERGE starts tmr!! whooo!!!! JC/CI cluster is so gonna be champs again... =))
enjoying my civilian life.
Tuesday, May 29
todae was WHOOOO!!
st.james wit 29thsc and half of the rest of nyjc was fun.. and i initially thot councillors will be quite left out cos this party really aint conceptualised to celebrate council's success. but turns out we kinda stole the limelight a bit. the rest of ny must hate sc now. hah! but i still think we hyped things up quite abit. w/o 29th and 30th there, think things wld be different. its not a bad thing to be enthu siao-ons
though we walked in and waked out with the daylight still shining bright(no we din club overnight), it was still great fun. sweating it out on an overpacked dancefloor, freeflow drinks, sabo-ing ppl, seeing the teachers (trying to) poledance. its truly once in a lifetime. beats clubbing with anyone else (i think)
POC was soso, but it made me wish i was william turner.. hmm.. dats all for now. civilian life rocks....
st.james wit 29thsc and half of the rest of nyjc was fun.. and i initially thot councillors will be quite left out cos this party really aint conceptualised to celebrate council's success. but turns out we kinda stole the limelight a bit. the rest of ny must hate sc now. hah! but i still think we hyped things up quite abit. w/o 29th and 30th there, think things wld be different. its not a bad thing to be enthu siao-ons
though we walked in and waked out with the daylight still shining bright(no we din club overnight), it was still great fun. sweating it out on an overpacked dancefloor, freeflow drinks, sabo-ing ppl, seeing the teachers (trying to) poledance. its truly once in a lifetime. beats clubbing with anyone else (i think)
POC was soso, but it made me wish i was william turner.. hmm.. dats all for now. civilian life rocks....
Saturday, May 26
i looked into the mirror and panicked for a split second; why is my collar so empty?
sitting a partition away from the 30th exco meeting, hearing them laugh and all, i felt a tinge of jealousy. i wanna be part of the action all over again...
but poor kids, God knows what time they ended their meeting today. Heck, im enjoying my civilian life =) shopping rocks.
sitting a partition away from the 30th exco meeting, hearing them laugh and all, i felt a tinge of jealousy. i wanna be part of the action all over again...
but poor kids, God knows what time they ended their meeting today. Heck, im enjoying my civilian life =) shopping rocks.
Friday, May 25
Day 1 as a non-councillor:
i see the 30th with their badges and im so darn proud of them. morning announcement was cancelled, oh well its fate. we'll find a way around anyway.
feels weird. how the title is off but yet the burden weighs firmly on my houlders. i noe im hallucinating but it seems like eyes of expectations are everywhere. i want to be me, but then again, after one year, maybe this is already... me.
i see the 30th with their badges and im so darn proud of them. morning announcement was cancelled, oh well its fate. we'll find a way around anyway.
feels weird. how the title is off but yet the burden weighs firmly on my houlders. i noe im hallucinating but it seems like eyes of expectations are everywhere. i want to be me, but then again, after one year, maybe this is already... me.
Monday, May 7
ALL TO YOU
NOW IS THE TIME
WHEN HEAVEN BLENDS
WITH EARTHLY SAINTS
THE WORLD RESOUNDS
AS ANGELS SING
"OUR GOD REIGNS"
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
FROM HEAVENS THRONE
YOUR RIVER FLOWS TO THIS LAND
AND ON THIS ROCK
FOUNDATIONS LAY
HERE WE STAND
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
POURING OUT THIS TREASURE YOU GAVE IN YOUR PROMISES, OUR HEARTS TURN BRAVE I WILL ARISE AND LAY DOWN THIS SACRIFICE AS WE'RE BUILDING YOUR HOUSE ON HIGH
YOUR KINGDOM COME
YOUR WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
YOUR KINGDOM COME
YOUR WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
NOW IS THE TIME
WHEN HEAVEN BLENDS
WITH EARTHLY SAINTS
THE WORLD RESOUNDS
AS ANGELS SING
"OUR GOD REIGNS"
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
FROM HEAVENS THRONE
YOUR RIVER FLOWS TO THIS LAND
AND ON THIS ROCK
FOUNDATIONS LAY
HERE WE STAND
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
POURING OUT THIS TREASURE YOU GAVE IN YOUR PROMISES, OUR HEARTS TURN BRAVE I WILL ARISE AND LAY DOWN THIS SACRIFICE AS WE'RE BUILDING YOUR HOUSE ON HIGH
YOUR KINGDOM COME
YOUR WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
YOUR KINGDOM COME
YOUR WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
Saturday, April 28
Today, as i read out her name, the 3 syllybus flowed so smoothly, the feelings of complexity behind it was totally consealed. The LT shook with cheers of jubilance. My hands were clapping vigorously. I couldn't hide the smile. i cant remember the last time i had such joy come from within, but it didn't take long for the truth behind it to sink it. I didn't let it show. Or at least i thought so. The joy and the sorrow didnt go too well together. It was then i realised, its the beginning of an end.
love you twentinine.
love you twentinine.
Thursday, April 12
LOL. by popular demand, LESTER IS BACK!!!
wahaha... but life still sux. study __________ study ___________ study
thank GOD in between studies there is COUNCIL!!!!
not to be so in some 42 days time. looking back at how i made the decision some 320 days ago is still amazing, and life has since transformed so much..... oh well, now is not a good time to get all emo about it.
been reaching sch at 7am for a couple of days already. as such, im suffering from serious sleep deficiency, causing me not not stay o awake in less exciting lectures... basket. and the worse thing is that the ppl whom im supposed to meet keep coming late! think maybe i should just heck and sleep a little longer...
oh well blogging suddenly feels so alien. i need to find my touch back...
oh and i must announce that i passed blocks with 2h2s and 2h1s. not outstanding grades, but goos enough reason to beproud of myself =))) next stop: mid years!!!! *screams*
den prelims
den 'A's
den LIBERATION!!
but for now its back to reality... =((
bed time.. tata.......
wahaha... but life still sux. study __________ study ___________ study
thank GOD in between studies there is COUNCIL!!!!
not to be so in some 42 days time. looking back at how i made the decision some 320 days ago is still amazing, and life has since transformed so much..... oh well, now is not a good time to get all emo about it.
been reaching sch at 7am for a couple of days already. as such, im suffering from serious sleep deficiency, causing me not not stay o awake in less exciting lectures... basket. and the worse thing is that the ppl whom im supposed to meet keep coming late! think maybe i should just heck and sleep a little longer...
oh well blogging suddenly feels so alien. i need to find my touch back...
oh and i must announce that i passed blocks with 2h2s and 2h1s. not outstanding grades, but goos enough reason to beproud of myself =))) next stop: mid years!!!! *screams*
den prelims
den 'A's
den LIBERATION!!
but for now its back to reality... =((
bed time.. tata.......
Saturday, February 17
Every Little Thing - Delirious?
Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]
There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you
Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]
There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you
Thursday, December 21
Sunday, December 3
Sunday, November 19
Thursday, November 9
legend.
was at bishan library, the childrens colletion, reading some TIMEs magzines, when this small boy came and wanted to borrow this small cushion which i wasnt realli using. i agreed and he was happily going to leave with it. when he politely (and innocently) said: "thank you, (short pause) uncle!"
legend.
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i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful.
was at bishan library, the childrens colletion, reading some TIMEs magzines, when this small boy came and wanted to borrow this small cushion which i wasnt realli using. i agreed and he was happily going to leave with it. when he politely (and innocently) said: "thank you, (short pause) uncle!"
legend.
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i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful.
Friday, November 3
Thursday, November 2
after some observation, i realised that the best way to identify singaporeanism is by observing ppl's behavior on the 3 public transport.
BUS:
1. seating on the aisle side of the seat, delibrately leaving the inside seat empty yet inacessible
2. standing right smack in the center of the aisle midway during morning rush hour, rufusing to move in nor let ppl thru, yet giving the "why is the bus so squeezy?" look.
3. chit chatting with the bus driver in a desprate attempt to distract his attention from the fact that u cant afford the bus fare.
4. acting like ur blnd so u dun have to pay the fare.
5. mothers insisting that their child are too young thus need not pay.
6. when tapping ur ezlink card once is never enough.
MRT:
1. at the station, a long queue is formd up by ppl waiting to gt their hands on a free copy of 'Today' or 'My Paper'
2. when waiting for train to arrive, delibrately standing at the door so u'll be the first to rush in.
3. leaning on the pole in the train, depriving everyone else of sth to hold on to.
4. standing right at the door when your not alighting anytime soon.
5. pretending to be sleeping when u see a pregnant lady step in.
Taxi:
1. trying to out-queue each other by standing higher up along the road.
2. flagging a cap 100m before a taxi stand.
3. taxi driver charging passengers even the 10 cents that jumped when the vehicle stopped.
thats as much as i can think of now. still proud to be singaporean? i am.
BUS:
1. seating on the aisle side of the seat, delibrately leaving the inside seat empty yet inacessible
2. standing right smack in the center of the aisle midway during morning rush hour, rufusing to move in nor let ppl thru, yet giving the "why is the bus so squeezy?" look.
3. chit chatting with the bus driver in a desprate attempt to distract his attention from the fact that u cant afford the bus fare.
4. acting like ur blnd so u dun have to pay the fare.
5. mothers insisting that their child are too young thus need not pay.
6. when tapping ur ezlink card once is never enough.
MRT:
1. at the station, a long queue is formd up by ppl waiting to gt their hands on a free copy of 'Today' or 'My Paper'
2. when waiting for train to arrive, delibrately standing at the door so u'll be the first to rush in.
3. leaning on the pole in the train, depriving everyone else of sth to hold on to.
4. standing right at the door when your not alighting anytime soon.
5. pretending to be sleeping when u see a pregnant lady step in.
Taxi:
1. trying to out-queue each other by standing higher up along the road.
2. flagging a cap 100m before a taxi stand.
3. taxi driver charging passengers even the 10 cents that jumped when the vehicle stopped.
thats as much as i can think of now. still proud to be singaporean? i am.
Wednesday, October 25
Friday, October 20
FOOO!!!! so many days nv type entry. too buzy... though promos are over but there was Open house and now theres dumb OP... zzzz...
aniway, i declare nyoh2006 a SUCCESS!!! wahaha... shiokies. nyjcians had loads of fun, and i hope the guests did too.. this is one of the days i feel exceptionally PROUD of nanyang! wahaha.... N*Y*JC**
ok watched goong till like chapt 14 le. but very hard to squeeze time to watch. and sch comp sux like a vacumm cleaner. hais... but then again, if the earth doesnt suck, we would be floating around the universe. ok whatever.
ok OP dry run tmr. im gonna complain to MOE to screw pw. (and make every college student wear a tie everyday)
aniway, i declare nyoh2006 a SUCCESS!!! wahaha... shiokies. nyjcians had loads of fun, and i hope the guests did too.. this is one of the days i feel exceptionally PROUD of nanyang! wahaha.... N*Y*JC**
ok watched goong till like chapt 14 le. but very hard to squeeze time to watch. and sch comp sux like a vacumm cleaner. hais... but then again, if the earth doesnt suck, we would be floating around the universe. ok whatever.
ok OP dry run tmr. im gonna complain to MOE to screw pw. (and make every college student wear a tie everyday)
Friday, October 13
LEGEND OH~
open house in like 5 hours... and im like in sch doing PW... zzz stupid WR... heng i got a ultra capable leader who BAO KAR LIAO! now im slacking in the com lab, and doing abit of pw oso larr...
ok ppl PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my open house it is TODAY and it starts at 2PM (ends at 5pm). when u register, please remeber to quote my name as the college is keeping a record of who invite the most ppl to our open house... rmb i am LESTER CHEE from class 0612 okay?? wahaha... the sakae voucher is MINE!!!!
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in a flash, the next batch of amksians have graduated, but the memories of grad 2005 are still vividly in my mind. it doesnt feel like one year at all. this is probably my shortest one year in 17 years of my life... man do i miss the people. i miss cugc and calc. i miss "spicing up our lives" with junny and gang...
open house in like 5 hours... and im like in sch doing PW... zzz stupid WR... heng i got a ultra capable leader who BAO KAR LIAO! now im slacking in the com lab, and doing abit of pw oso larr...
ok ppl PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my open house it is TODAY and it starts at 2PM (ends at 5pm). when u register, please remeber to quote my name as the college is keeping a record of who invite the most ppl to our open house... rmb i am LESTER CHEE from class 0612 okay?? wahaha... the sakae voucher is MINE!!!!
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in a flash, the next batch of amksians have graduated, but the memories of grad 2005 are still vividly in my mind. it doesnt feel like one year at all. this is probably my shortest one year in 17 years of my life... man do i miss the people. i miss cugc and calc. i miss "spicing up our lives" with junny and gang...
Thursday, October 12
Tuesday, October 10
ok now im famous (or at least i perceive myself to be). hoho. big fat face on page 12 of TNP... WHOOO!! ok prob my only chance to ever have the printers rpint my face... ok whatever...
damn legend now im hooked on princess hours... yeah i know.. damn guniang... but..... zzz... have been watching it whole night lah... now i noe why girls can stay up whole nite to watch dvd... zzzzzzz...
ok whole day spent slacking... can i just slack my life away?
damn legend now im hooked on princess hours... yeah i know.. damn guniang... but..... zzz... have been watching it whole night lah... now i noe why girls can stay up whole nite to watch dvd... zzzzzzz...
ok whole day spent slacking... can i just slack my life away?
Sunday, October 8
CLT CREED
I will be loyal to the Corp, my unit, my officers, peers and juniors.
My rank is an opportunity to serve others and I will carry out my task cheerfully and accomplish them with quality.
No task is too lowly for me.
Leadership to me is a privilege and not a birthright.
I will not abuse my powers and boost my ego at the expense of others.
I will lead by example and shun the bad practices of those who have gone before me.
I will earn the respect and not demand it and I will achieve it through courage, humility, honesty and fairness.
I will place the welfare of my charge above my own. My cadet first always, myself last always.
I will be an outstanding example in my dressing, speech and conduct at all times in and out of my uniform.
I will instruct others using a patient, positive and encouraging but firm approach.
I will expect high standards but it is only because I must first be good at whatever I teach.
I may not be faced with favorable situations, but I will persevere and to the best of my ability because I can make a difference,
Sirs and Madams.
what it meant to me and what it means to me now... what are the values i hold on to?
I will be loyal to the Corp, my unit, my officers, peers and juniors.
My rank is an opportunity to serve others and I will carry out my task cheerfully and accomplish them with quality.
No task is too lowly for me.
Leadership to me is a privilege and not a birthright.
I will not abuse my powers and boost my ego at the expense of others.
I will lead by example and shun the bad practices of those who have gone before me.
I will earn the respect and not demand it and I will achieve it through courage, humility, honesty and fairness.
I will place the welfare of my charge above my own. My cadet first always, myself last always.
I will be an outstanding example in my dressing, speech and conduct at all times in and out of my uniform.
I will instruct others using a patient, positive and encouraging but firm approach.
I will expect high standards but it is only because I must first be good at whatever I teach.
I may not be faced with favorable situations, but I will persevere and to the best of my ability because I can make a difference,
Sirs and Madams.
what it meant to me and what it means to me now... what are the values i hold on to?
Saturday, October 7
ok im damn freaking proud to have bought RIVERMAYA'S album like WHOA FINALLY!!!
well thx to jiaying, else i wldnt have realli went to buy it. and it certainly makes up for this shitty feeling in me... tmd....
ok council outing to SHOPPING... wah one of a kind. we were so damn obvious in town... super stand out... so we conqured far east and pacific plaza. the next time it wld be wheelock, wisma and tangs lol... probabaly even more... shopping with jo'an yvonne and jiaying is SCARY!!! zzzz girls....
ok the PSI is LUUUUGEND... nahbbiang and my friend actually thot he contributedlike alot just by buring down bishan park. ok like compare bishan park to a forest in indo. ratio not even 1 : 10^23. ok abit kua zhang but realli just think abt it...
ok, i was guilty to burning down bishan park as well.. insect repellant rocks.
well thx to jiaying, else i wldnt have realli went to buy it. and it certainly makes up for this shitty feeling in me... tmd....
ok council outing to SHOPPING... wah one of a kind. we were so damn obvious in town... super stand out... so we conqured far east and pacific plaza. the next time it wld be wheelock, wisma and tangs lol... probabaly even more... shopping with jo'an yvonne and jiaying is SCARY!!! zzzz girls....
ok the PSI is LUUUUGEND... nahbbiang and my friend actually thot he contributedlike alot just by buring down bishan park. ok like compare bishan park to a forest in indo. ratio not even 1 : 10^23. ok abit kua zhang but realli just think abt it...
ok, i was guilty to burning down bishan park as well.. insect repellant rocks.
Thursday, October 5
wah legend long never blog... i was almost consumed by exmas... but now, promos are finally OVER!!! history maker or not, we shall see, but im gonna live the next few weeks to the FULLEST. time is really meant to be cherished...
watching moview with kaiwen mich and sop tmr WOOO!!! the feeling is legend..
open house in like 9 days!!! whoo!! people please come ok? got shuttle service from bishan! wee.. and im going back to amk either on mon or tues to sell NY! whoo!! (jac pls take note, it will be recess time). hah. realli miss amk now, miss all the ginna... when training resumes im gonna have some fun! whoo!!!
poor oliver went to poly.. hais... he din even finish promos... hope its gonna be the best for him... another brother gone... hais.....
alrite im pretty tired now already... im sso gonna run every morning. target: 4 kg by LTCamp. =)
sometimes the easiest route is not the best route...
watching moview with kaiwen mich and sop tmr WOOO!!! the feeling is legend..
open house in like 9 days!!! whoo!! people please come ok? got shuttle service from bishan! wee.. and im going back to amk either on mon or tues to sell NY! whoo!! (jac pls take note, it will be recess time). hah. realli miss amk now, miss all the ginna... when training resumes im gonna have some fun! whoo!!!
poor oliver went to poly.. hais... he din even finish promos... hope its gonna be the best for him... another brother gone... hais.....
alrite im pretty tired now already... im sso gonna run every morning. target: 4 kg by LTCamp. =)
sometimes the easiest route is not the best route...
Saturday, September 30
Saturday, September 16
think this year's birthday is the most high profile one already.. total received 47 happy birthday msg.. whooo!!! lol...
and thx to del and joycelyn for making my birthday so special... love you guys!
Prime minister's pre-dialogue today at the supreme court. and i actually din know the UFO building was the supreme court. walked all the way around the old one, den realised we were at the wrong place!! oh whatever... anywa met dr faishal and the small discussion group focused on education policies; mainly CIP, multi-culturalism and school discrimination. it was a super productive 1 and a half hour. now next week is the actual one wth PM lee and im gonna be one of the few asking him questions! wee... im so excited...
alrite came home but practically did nothing today... tmr i shall CHIONG after church...
and thx to del and joycelyn for making my birthday so special... love you guys!
Prime minister's pre-dialogue today at the supreme court. and i actually din know the UFO building was the supreme court. walked all the way around the old one, den realised we were at the wrong place!! oh whatever... anywa met dr faishal and the small discussion group focused on education policies; mainly CIP, multi-culturalism and school discrimination. it was a super productive 1 and a half hour. now next week is the actual one wth PM lee and im gonna be one of the few asking him questions! wee... im so excited...
alrite came home but practically did nothing today... tmr i shall CHIONG after church...
Friday, September 15
thanks to all for ur wishes
thanks to CF for being the first to sing me bdae song.
thanks to 29sc for making my face turn GREEN with gladness.
thanks to joce and cheryl for making me combat-ready.
thanks to everyone else who is about to make this already great day even better.
thanks to mum who bore the pain for me to live. along with all the efforts of bringing me up
to be a 'good' boy.
and ultimately thanks to Him who bore even greater pains, and making the past one year the most exciting one i have ever lived.
thanks to CF for being the first to sing me bdae song.
thanks to 29sc for making my face turn GREEN with gladness.
thanks to joce and cheryl for making me combat-ready.
thanks to everyone else who is about to make this already great day even better.
thanks to mum who bore the pain for me to live. along with all the efforts of bringing me up
to be a 'good' boy.
and ultimately thanks to Him who bore even greater pains, and making the past one year the most exciting one i have ever lived.
Monday, September 11
whoa... one full week since i blogged... Lester's getting LAZY...
okay... was at the new bishan library ALONE today. thx to qixiang ans shuen lin who both pangshed me for thier own partners after sakaeing...
REVIEW:
Aesthetically pleasing, strategic location. quite accesible.
inside: loooks cool and hip. unfortunately simply lack of study space. NLB should have known better that its gonna be a hub for SO many schs and there are gonna be lotsa ppl studying there. but they were measely with their tables. they should have set aside a sector and flood it with tables! aniwae, by the time i went there. the place was quite filled. youth sector was dissappointing: lotsa colours but not much useful space. useless science gadgets too...
after some unsucessful scouting, i found the perfect place to study;
THE TOILET CUBICLE! serious.
Advantages: Good lighting, VERY spacious (as its the only cubicle in the whole toilet), high ceiling, cooling and a comfy seat. no noisy girls gossiping in the background, no distracting chiobus walking past, privacy. (there was no stench and it was extremely clean!).
disadvantages: relentless autoflush recurring every few minutes, the only writing platform is your lap.
HAH! as u can see, the advantages entirely outweigh the disadvantages. dun belief? check it out urself. i almost took out my compre to do, but thought it was rather inconsiderate to other desperate shitters.
anw, went down to the childrens sector. which was ironically the most peaceful level in the whole library. not much kids, a few smart students. so i made full use of this small cushion chair and started doing my GP. budden it started to get crowded and girls seating near me started chit chatting. den more kids appeared... zzzzz.... heng got iPod....
on the whole: pretty small, collection looks promising. alot of cosy corners if u wanna relax and read, but certainly not much space if ur in for fulltime mugging. avoid patronising during after school hours /weekends / public holidays / pre exam period. However, if u wanna do some people watching, thats just the right time to go. lotsa secondary school girls! (GRINS!)
oh well i'd prob go back to the same location to study the some time soon. anione care to join me?
okay... was at the new bishan library ALONE today. thx to qixiang ans shuen lin who both pangshed me for thier own partners after sakaeing...
REVIEW:
Aesthetically pleasing, strategic location. quite accesible.
inside: loooks cool and hip. unfortunately simply lack of study space. NLB should have known better that its gonna be a hub for SO many schs and there are gonna be lotsa ppl studying there. but they were measely with their tables. they should have set aside a sector and flood it with tables! aniwae, by the time i went there. the place was quite filled. youth sector was dissappointing: lotsa colours but not much useful space. useless science gadgets too...
after some unsucessful scouting, i found the perfect place to study;
THE TOILET CUBICLE! serious.
Advantages: Good lighting, VERY spacious (as its the only cubicle in the whole toilet), high ceiling, cooling and a comfy seat. no noisy girls gossiping in the background, no distracting chiobus walking past, privacy. (there was no stench and it was extremely clean!).
disadvantages: relentless autoflush recurring every few minutes, the only writing platform is your lap.
HAH! as u can see, the advantages entirely outweigh the disadvantages. dun belief? check it out urself. i almost took out my compre to do, but thought it was rather inconsiderate to other desperate shitters.
anw, went down to the childrens sector. which was ironically the most peaceful level in the whole library. not much kids, a few smart students. so i made full use of this small cushion chair and started doing my GP. budden it started to get crowded and girls seating near me started chit chatting. den more kids appeared... zzzzz.... heng got iPod....
on the whole: pretty small, collection looks promising. alot of cosy corners if u wanna relax and read, but certainly not much space if ur in for fulltime mugging. avoid patronising during after school hours /weekends / public holidays / pre exam period. However, if u wanna do some people watching, thats just the right time to go. lotsa secondary school girls! (GRINS!)
oh well i'd prob go back to the same location to study the some time soon. anione care to join me?
Monday, September 4
EXPO was legend crowded today due to COMEX...food was all gone by the time service ended... had to make do with lousy dishes...
air force open house after service today... was quite shocked to see commandoes and infantrymen during the aeriel display... got armoured summore... oh well triservice always apply... will uplad pics when i feel like it... realli took ALOT!
sian zi bua holiday like no holiday tmr got lesson again and the principal wants to see me for an 'impt' meeting... oh wells... better not be sth bad...
geog test on wed!!! zzzzz... weathering... KILL!!!
Yeah all the praise goes out to You...
air force open house after service today... was quite shocked to see commandoes and infantrymen during the aeriel display... got armoured summore... oh well triservice always apply... will uplad pics when i feel like it... realli took ALOT!
sian zi bua holiday like no holiday tmr got lesson again and the principal wants to see me for an 'impt' meeting... oh wells... better not be sth bad...
geog test on wed!!! zzzzz... weathering... KILL!!!
Yeah all the praise goes out to You...
Sunday, September 3
The day spent at SMU was great. though the forum got abit boring at times. it was certainly insightful and got me ALOT more concious about the impacts my small actions have on the environment.
Dr Yacoob Ibrahim, Minister for Environment and Water Resourse
The proper name of the forum.
In 3 years time...
Dr Yacoob Ibrahim, Minister for Environment and Water Resourse
The proper name of the forum.
In 3 years time...
Thursday, August 31
EARLY morning 4am wake up to get ready to go sch... like WAH LEGEND MAN!
5am litad i WALKED to amk central just so i can catch the bus to sch in time to reach sch at 6. by that time the short distant buses haven evev start work loh...
reach sch, put in all the effort to tie up the banner nice nice, then CAT 1!! (eh for all u jargon idots, cat one means thunder with lightning)
so everything tear down and set up at the hall again..
anw the whole teachers day event went well, xept for a few small slight cock ups and the weather... oh well...
and 29 sc = 29 saikang Champions... looks like the saikang curse will forever follow me... wah today moved like 330 chairs and tables lah...
din even had time to visit the amk tchrs.. so met up with 4/5vers... for pool and dinner... and thats all loh... zzzz... but it was great crapping with clifford and all...
did a little mental comparison with their poly life and my life now... wah... jc really no life loh... but its ok! for its a short term pain for a LONG TERM GAIN!
5am litad i WALKED to amk central just so i can catch the bus to sch in time to reach sch at 6. by that time the short distant buses haven evev start work loh...
reach sch, put in all the effort to tie up the banner nice nice, then CAT 1!! (eh for all u jargon idots, cat one means thunder with lightning)
so everything tear down and set up at the hall again..
anw the whole teachers day event went well, xept for a few small slight cock ups and the weather... oh well...
and 29 sc = 29 saikang Champions... looks like the saikang curse will forever follow me... wah today moved like 330 chairs and tables lah...
din even had time to visit the amk tchrs.. so met up with 4/5vers... for pool and dinner... and thats all loh... zzzz... but it was great crapping with clifford and all...
did a little mental comparison with their poly life and my life now... wah... jc really no life loh... but its ok! for its a short term pain for a LONG TERM GAIN!
Wednesday, August 30
yeah spend the evening teaching my COUSIN stephanie limfenni ECONS! lol... was a good way to efresh my memory... and i sacrificed one piece of my notes on taxes for her. she better return me back... it hurts me so much to tear that page outta my sketch book.
if she passes her exam tmr, it will be LEGEND....
tmr i will BLOW, and BLOW, and BLOW!!! dun underestimate me, i do a good job blowing... ahaha... BALLONS lah... what were u thinking?
i dun like bronze...
if she passes her exam tmr, it will be LEGEND....
tmr i will BLOW, and BLOW, and BLOW!!! dun underestimate me, i do a good job blowing... ahaha... BALLONS lah... what were u thinking?
i dun like bronze...
Tuesday, August 29
Monday, August 21
wah today marked the end of Dr. bernard's 3 - day conference... so LEGEND! his sermons ah... WHOOO!!! realli opened up so many revelations... haven had such a wonderful weekend since such a long time...
talked to the sec 4s for so long on fri. though i was supposed to oversee training.. but i felt that my time was spent more productively with the sec 4s! jac, cheryl, karen and phoebe: SEE U IN NANYANG! =D
after that rushed off to church. me and Julius had to change in the cab! wah so legend. there was this poing of time we were both changing our pants(in the backseat) den i was covering my bottom with my no.4 top whilst changing, just then a truck approached on his side of the cab (cos truck high can see everything), den suddenly he just grabbed my no.4 top off me and covered himself, leaving me EXPOSED! WAH LEGEND OH~ heng my reaction was FAST and i already almost finished wearing my pants! julius next time u DIE.
celebrated STEPHIE'S bdae on sat... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha AUNTIE lo.... 15th sept okay? ;)
35 days to PROMOS?!?! and theres still open house to work on...!! Jo'an wun even spare me on a sunday, HAD to pass me the red-marked proposal... arghhh...
tmr is school again... though i wld rather stay home to study anytime... oh well...
Lord Father, thank You for a wonderful weekend. Kristas Kai Kosmos. Amen.
talked to the sec 4s for so long on fri. though i was supposed to oversee training.. but i felt that my time was spent more productively with the sec 4s! jac, cheryl, karen and phoebe: SEE U IN NANYANG! =D
after that rushed off to church. me and Julius had to change in the cab! wah so legend. there was this poing of time we were both changing our pants(in the backseat) den i was covering my bottom with my no.4 top whilst changing, just then a truck approached on his side of the cab (cos truck high can see everything), den suddenly he just grabbed my no.4 top off me and covered himself, leaving me EXPOSED! WAH LEGEND OH~ heng my reaction was FAST and i already almost finished wearing my pants! julius next time u DIE.
celebrated STEPHIE'S bdae on sat... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha AUNTIE lo.... 15th sept okay? ;)
35 days to PROMOS?!?! and theres still open house to work on...!! Jo'an wun even spare me on a sunday, HAD to pass me the red-marked proposal... arghhh...
tmr is school again... though i wld rather stay home to study anytime... oh well...
Lord Father, thank You for a wonderful weekend. Kristas Kai Kosmos. Amen.
Thursday, August 17
now my home is like a hotel, leaving before the sun rises, coming back near midniht.. only coming back to slp... the rest of the time are spent either in sch or somewhere in singapore studying... zzzz... hectic man...
now its fei chang shi qi (risky period) all the life-and-death tests... now im reallly suffering with muy combined science background. well at least it earned my my a1 for o levels - but thats all... and my maths foundation is super shaky... im so gonna suffer with all the differentiation and integration... PROMOS how? seriously considering changing classes - if they allow me to. go to some h1 maths class and take h2 geog instead... haizzzz.....
i miss the carefree days in amk.
i don't want a JC life....
now its fei chang shi qi (risky period) all the life-and-death tests... now im reallly suffering with muy combined science background. well at least it earned my my a1 for o levels - but thats all... and my maths foundation is super shaky... im so gonna suffer with all the differentiation and integration... PROMOS how? seriously considering changing classes - if they allow me to. go to some h1 maths class and take h2 geog instead... haizzzz.....
i miss the carefree days in amk.
i don't want a JC life....
Tuesday, August 15
some of the photos taken off the college website..
national day celebrations.. 8/8
somehow, i was shaking... not that i was nervous... hmm...
flag party: 2 land, 3 np
overall manpower tally: 3 land, 3 np *round draw*. hah what happen to the other 7 ugs u ask? hah dun ask me.. np and ncc dominated the project. ironically, the project planner was from st. john i think... behind the scene worker.
heres one of those shots that we had fun with with the photographyic society's camera; racial harmony day. never did i expect it to appear on the college website... oh wells...
haha its so what the hell rite? lol... i shall watch myself in front of the lens next time...
national day celebrations.. 8/8
somehow, i was shaking... not that i was nervous... hmm...
flag party: 2 land, 3 np
overall manpower tally: 3 land, 3 np *round draw*. hah what happen to the other 7 ugs u ask? hah dun ask me.. np and ncc dominated the project. ironically, the project planner was from st. john i think... behind the scene worker.
heres one of those shots that we had fun with with the photographyic society's camera; racial harmony day. never did i expect it to appear on the college website... oh wells...
haha its so what the hell rite? lol... i shall watch myself in front of the lens next time...
Monday, August 14
it just so great that during a certain period of time on friday and sundays, i get to forget all my troubles and the small nitty gritty things at the back of my head, and completely get lost in Him.. the feeling is just so relaxing and refreshing. but as soon as it ends, reality hits back like the recoil of the m16... damn - homework again..
ahh JC life SUX SUX SUX! but since i cant do anithing about it, i shall do sth about me! - that is to STUDY! wah lau... all the test coming up all over again... and nearly every teacher in nyjc is hot on my @$$.. even those who dun teach me! wah this is so legend.. eg a particular HISTORY teacher (i dun take history)
zzz im increasingly growing weak... im sick again... probably gotta give sch a miss... but im gonna make full use of my time!
by the way did i mention in my previous posts that i got a new phone? wee... finally got rid of the SE Z1010... wahah... now using N6280... and the best part - ZERO dollar! wahaha.. but upgrade my plan..
now that i have a TWO megapix cam with me all the time, u can loook forward to more crappy pics on the blog! (which means slower loading). eh that is provided i have time to upload them though.. photobucket quite retarded recently...
productive studying with dan germ and joan today... now, its time for productive sleeping!!
40 sth days to promos... zzzz...
take my hand, lead me on....
ahh JC life SUX SUX SUX! but since i cant do anithing about it, i shall do sth about me! - that is to STUDY! wah lau... all the test coming up all over again... and nearly every teacher in nyjc is hot on my @$$.. even those who dun teach me! wah this is so legend.. eg a particular HISTORY teacher (i dun take history)
zzz im increasingly growing weak... im sick again... probably gotta give sch a miss... but im gonna make full use of my time!
by the way did i mention in my previous posts that i got a new phone? wee... finally got rid of the SE Z1010... wahah... now using N6280... and the best part - ZERO dollar! wahaha.. but upgrade my plan..
now that i have a TWO megapix cam with me all the time, u can loook forward to more crappy pics on the blog! (which means slower loading). eh that is provided i have time to upload them though.. photobucket quite retarded recently...
productive studying with dan germ and joan today... now, its time for productive sleeping!!
40 sth days to promos... zzzz...
take my hand, lead me on....
Thursday, August 10
i know ppl are starting to get irritated with ne cos i haven been replying to tags and entries are all slip shot... sorry!!
haven been up to much recently just celbration at nyjc + council bbq on tues... yeah it was a fun day... ysd was spent studying in sch with von joan germ and ben... (yeah i actually went to sch on a public holiday) other than that realli not much...
realli trying very hard to switch to study mode... but its tough when u have so many stuff to attend to... tell others to prioritise, but i myself cant set my priorities right.. and inevitably, ppl are unhappy..
you know sometimes words fail me in expressing what im really feeling.. all the frustration and complication. all the times i really felt like giving up, but held on eventually. but i know through and through that i chose this path, and i will continue to walk it until people dont allow me to. till then, lester will perservere!
ok since complaining wun help im gonne take ACTION!! physics here i come....
haven been up to much recently just celbration at nyjc + council bbq on tues... yeah it was a fun day... ysd was spent studying in sch with von joan germ and ben... (yeah i actually went to sch on a public holiday) other than that realli not much...
realli trying very hard to switch to study mode... but its tough when u have so many stuff to attend to... tell others to prioritise, but i myself cant set my priorities right.. and inevitably, ppl are unhappy..
you know sometimes words fail me in expressing what im really feeling.. all the frustration and complication. all the times i really felt like giving up, but held on eventually. but i know through and through that i chose this path, and i will continue to walk it until people dont allow me to. till then, lester will perservere!
ok since complaining wun help im gonne take ACTION!! physics here i come....
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